Friday, June 28, 2013

Reality Check


Before our son was born I used to be an avid gym enthusiast. Throughout my pregnancy I’d go regularly to the gym for a quick 20 minute walk and try and find exercises that would accommodate my growing belly. The day before I had the caesarean section, I still went to the gym and did a good long walk on the treadmill and came off feeling so energetic. For me the plan seemed simple, I’d have a baby, take six weeks off and then get back to my usual gym routine and shed off all the baby weight such that in no time I would be back to my pre-pregnancy weight!

I had heard so many stories that breastfeeding would help me lose weight so this was a plus for me as I had planned to breast feed our son and even planned to extend breast feeding so it all seemed simple that I would be ‘back to normal’ in no time, after all the celebrities seemed to do it in a month or two so I was convinced I’d do the same. As it turns out the joke was on me! 20 months later, a few or perhaps several wardrobe changes and email notifications from my local gym notifying me of membership cancellation here I am documenting my journey, my journey to lose weight and get fit. This is the real deal account with no sugar coating of a regular mother just trying to lose weight.

When I found out we were pregnant I was in between a size 10 and 12 if I was really stretching it. My weight then was on average 68kgs, not bad for a person of my height and I was just in the right body mass index range. In the ensuing months, as my body began to change I gradually gained weight as to be expected, I was particular about my food intake and ate healthy most of the time except for the random cravings for chocolates, hot chocolate and my favourite pork pies! I wasn’t about to be policing myself about my food choices as after all I was pregnant so I did have an excuse to eat what I wanted plus with my regular pregnant gym routine I was fine. At the height of my pregnancy I weighed a whopping 85kgs, that was a good 16kgs gain to which my gynae agreed was normal and was an acceptable weight gain.

The problem….20 months later I still weighs 85kgs and this time round I’m not carrying a baby! Initially I thought it was all the food I was consuming while I was breastfeeding but alas after 14 months of breastfeeding I eventually weaned off my son and there was no sign of any weight loss at all! That is where my journey begins.

So earlier this year I decided I’d claim my body back and while I did not make any new year’s resolutions out loud my secret resolution was that I would shed off all the pounds (*Laughs out loud to self*). I bought all the necessary gear, running shoes, headbands, gym gear the works, I had it all, I even downloaded the Endomondo sports tracker app to keep me company and to monitor my workout plans.

It started off well and thanks to a good support system, I even running in the mornings and going to the gym regularly……..until winter came along. I slowly began giving into my cravings, chocolates, sweets, cakes, muffins, chocolate mousse, my favourite potato chips and the healthy food crept out of my meals like a joke! With added work pressures I had to work late and cut out gym hours and went from regular gym to no gym at all! Thus that weight crept up again.

It was upon a dinner invitation in the last week that I decided enough was enough, I had at least an option of 10  dresses and not a single one would fit (*wails*), my clothes were much smaller! I went onto the scale and BOOM 86.8kgs! My heart sank and I knew I had to do something; my initial thought was that our son usually fiddles around with the scale so maybe it was giving me a false reading to which my husband hurriedly defended confirming it was working accurately. It was then that I decided immediate action was required and so began my journey, this time a serious journey which I hope will yield results that I want!
 

I’m sure that there are many moms out there who have gone through the same experience and struggle to lose weight; I hope that my blog posts will give them encouragement to get back into shape and let them know that they are not alone in their weight loss journeysJ

 

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